We're having a baby!!!!!!!!

Yep, we're having a baby!  The littlest Bijan is due to arrive July 11th.  I am now 14 weesk pregnant.  Bijan and I have been contimplating a third for a while now.  About a year ago I went off the pill, thinkin I was ready...and after a couple months, freaked out and realized I wasn't ready.  As my biological clock has been ticking, we got to talking and thinking....and I realized, ok, I AM ready.  I thought about it, prayed about it, talked about it and I knew.  We thought we'd roll the dice again and see whats in store for us.  After a few months of trying...here we are!  The girls are thrilled and soooo excited to have a baby!  I feel so happy, so totally grateful.  Sure I have my moments of freak out...WHAT are we thinking?  Are we ready for this?  Why rock the boat of the routine we've got?   What are we thinking? That we are a pretty damn fantastic family...why WOULDN"T we have another if we could?  Are we ready for this?  Ready enough.  Are you every reallllly ready?  Why rock the boat?  The more the merrier.  The more love to have in our family. The more chaos in our life!  Its all good.  No...actually, its all GREAT.

Lets do this!!  Bring it on! :)